I've been pondering the irony  
of my study of remarkable life, 
Abundant life
Man fully alive 

As i feel that i am coming alive again
After walking through grief 

As i now walk with my parents  
Through struggle to live
after Dad's heart attack

And breathe 

And eat & drink  

And walk 

It's like being born again
In a new way
All over again 

Is this the end  

Or a beginning ...